You just think you want to die to see who will miss you, but in reality you just want to be safe and go out and smile for real you just want to have real friends and know that you can trust them, knowing you have a true support and they never let you go no matter what happens, they’re just... there. But that is hard to get especially with today's society in which no one knows if the other person is telling the truth.
you are a teenager and suffering is part of life especially in adolescence, I mean I think there is no teenager who does not suffer, it is normal. the most part of teen cut them self and i actually did that and my teacher find out and them she sent me to a psychologist and now i see that cut yourself is not worth it, the only thing you do is hurt your body and you do not win anything with it unless you're going to have a scar for the rest of your life.
of course some people suffer more than others but even those who smile a lot also have many problems and are sometimes suffer most, so just continue on with life and live one day at a time ...
